Rainy day. got drenched this afternoon, suffering from migraine. :(
Not feeling really healthy recently due to some unneccessary stress which affects my sleep and increase my blood pressure. I have many things on my mind...especially about work. How i wish and prayed really hard that my next working environment will be something healthier, exciting, positive and definitely somewhere i'm able able to built my path on.
Happiness is a choice, but when things happened so drastically, i need alittle time to digest everything. Somehow i've set my mind up to make that decision. I felt i wasnt myself for these while, being worked in retail industry for many years soon after i graduated, i thought i could set my career on this current one, but it does not. It is no longer that particular issue but what makes things more visible to me of things happened. The people working around u seriously will make ur working environment either a heaven on earth or a living hell.. Most of the time u do have to face all, because it's a company and u don't work alone u see..
I get along well with my colleagues but u see at the end of the day, the motive that every single person gets is different. It range from ur paycheck? Jobscope? Relationship? Or even some "evil or selfish" desires? or even Ego?
Afterall we are basically standing together to something we disagree at the same time. I do felt it wasnt any sincere or genuine relationship built towards each other. i get to know some things from someone... Human just love to contradict themselves.. haha...
I miss my old times when a team really worked as a team openly sharing and resolve conflicts.
I have something that i seriously disagree and feel it's pissing me off & i wont share it on my blog...
I trust no one now... there..so scary..I will stand firm with my decisions.
All I want from my work is to glorify God's goodness and wisdom for me. One that is able to testify Him.
Lord, i know i'll be strengthened through u. Nothing is impossible for me and in You.
Sunday, August 28, 2011
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Let go & Let God
Sometimes we complain about Life... sometimes we say how blessed we are..
Humans are really contradicting creatures..
Anyway I just want to leave this sickening company... frustrated & feel sick whenever i stepped into.
=(
No direction, no goal, no vision, PEOPLE PERISH. You wan to perish go ahead, please dont drag us down! Go ahead and sleep all you wan in your smelly room with ur beloved but dont wake up suspecting everyone who feel like working. When u feel like working, u feel so energized.. BUT we has already end work! MADNESS!
People like to chase after those that is not important to them... to realise in the midst of chasing, they missed out many opportunities.. but it's too late..
God i know u want me to learn something from the situations u've placed me in..
I know and i know Your ways are higher than my ways..
I rem the days when You were so close to me..
I thank You Lord for this breath You've given me...
I thank You Lord for the mercy, love and Grace...
Thank You for the cross You have paid..
Thankfulness towards You..
And i truly believe
Romans 8:28
And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.
Humans are really contradicting creatures..
Anyway I just want to leave this sickening company... frustrated & feel sick whenever i stepped into.
=(
No direction, no goal, no vision, PEOPLE PERISH. You wan to perish go ahead, please dont drag us down! Go ahead and sleep all you wan in your smelly room with ur beloved but dont wake up suspecting everyone who feel like working. When u feel like working, u feel so energized.. BUT we has already end work! MADNESS!
People like to chase after those that is not important to them... to realise in the midst of chasing, they missed out many opportunities.. but it's too late..
God i know u want me to learn something from the situations u've placed me in..
I know and i know Your ways are higher than my ways..
I rem the days when You were so close to me..
I thank You Lord for this breath You've given me...
I thank You Lord for the mercy, love and Grace...
Thank You for the cross You have paid..
Thankfulness towards You..
And i truly believe
Romans 8:28
And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Many Words To Say
I have many things to say it here ...
Work is really bored bored bored... everyday i ask myself what m i doing at the office? What m i thinking about from 9am-6pm except thinking of where to go for lunch? haha im not a glutton but it's so true...
I felt like a lost baa baa sheep.... without any vision or performance in the company. Everyday it's just basically like ... haiz...
(Definition of a leader)
Ken Blanchard, writes, “Leadership is a process of influence. Anytime you seek to influence the thinking, behavior, or development of people in their personal or professional lives, you are taking on the role of a leader.”
The wrong leader just lead the right people.. or the wrong leader leads the wrong people..or the capable leader leads the wrong people..
In my definition, a leader must have a big heart to love, possess the sphere of influence to others. Those who is willing to help, encourage, and won't leave their people to die and defend for ownself when things happened and, selfishlessly stand up even above their own desires & status. Only then, REAL FRIENDSHIP & RELATIONSHIP EXCEEDS! It all comes with Time, Distance & Character.
I know God's ways is exceedingly higher than my own ways.
Isaiah 58:11
The LORD will guide you always; he will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail.
I'm like FINALLY starting to send my resumes, wish me good news ahead!
Enough of the work shit! haha..
I had a happy dinner & movie date with Police R. We've been reducing our movie dates now, rent dvd and watch at home instead, save money lol. =) Praying for Him for favour & grace in His career, may God's favour be upon him in handling tough issues & relationship with difficult people. Tml is CG day but he's working so i'll go alone :(
His irregular working times actually disrupt our life, when he is off, he still need to goes back to the station for inservice or some rc meeting, we may meet shorter hours during the weekdays but these times where we are together counts quality. I have to agree that his work is really tiring with day & night sleeping hours, even an owl has a regular timing to sleep... heehee...
I felt the both of us had grow up together in the way we handle our relationship, it's getting better & mature.
We still enjoy each other's company, love watching movie and singing together. Despite the differences in between us, we still attracts some similarities. <3
Thank U Piggy for ur love all these years. I Love You.
One more person to thank for! My dear colleague- Jeffrey aka Ah Gong. He is someone who nv fails to crack some lame jokes out the blue though he love emo-ing! haha!
He bought me sweets from sticky, and bugged me to upload it on my post!
Hey you have any grapes? Waddle I shared it with Police R, it was sweet of ah gong to make me sweeter wth Sticky!
*Thank you very much
Lastly, i had a great dinner & gossip girls sharing after work. I love them & praying for their love to be as sweet as honey, happiness always surrounds them.
Night night, sweet dreams.. <3
Work is really bored bored bored... everyday i ask myself what m i doing at the office? What m i thinking about from 9am-6pm except thinking of where to go for lunch? haha im not a glutton but it's so true...
I felt like a lost baa baa sheep.... without any vision or performance in the company. Everyday it's just basically like ... haiz...
(Definition of a leader)
Ken Blanchard, writes, “Leadership is a process of influence. Anytime you seek to influence the thinking, behavior, or development of people in their personal or professional lives, you are taking on the role of a leader.”
The wrong leader just lead the right people.. or the wrong leader leads the wrong people..or the capable leader leads the wrong people..
In my definition, a leader must have a big heart to love, possess the sphere of influence to others. Those who is willing to help, encourage, and won't leave their people to die and defend for ownself when things happened and, selfishlessly stand up even above their own desires & status. Only then, REAL FRIENDSHIP & RELATIONSHIP EXCEEDS! It all comes with Time, Distance & Character.
I know God's ways is exceedingly higher than my own ways.
Isaiah 58:11
The LORD will guide you always; he will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail.
I'm like FINALLY starting to send my resumes, wish me good news ahead!
Enough of the work shit! haha..
I had a happy dinner & movie date with Police R. We've been reducing our movie dates now, rent dvd and watch at home instead, save money lol. =) Praying for Him for favour & grace in His career, may God's favour be upon him in handling tough issues & relationship with difficult people. Tml is CG day but he's working so i'll go alone :(
His irregular working times actually disrupt our life, when he is off, he still need to goes back to the station for inservice or some rc meeting, we may meet shorter hours during the weekdays but these times where we are together counts quality. I have to agree that his work is really tiring with day & night sleeping hours, even an owl has a regular timing to sleep... heehee...
I felt the both of us had grow up together in the way we handle our relationship, it's getting better & mature.
We still enjoy each other's company, love watching movie and singing together. Despite the differences in between us, we still attracts some similarities. <3
Thank U Piggy for ur love all these years. I Love You.
One more person to thank for! My dear colleague- Jeffrey aka Ah Gong. He is someone who nv fails to crack some lame jokes out the blue though he love emo-ing! haha!
He bought me sweets from sticky, and bugged me to upload it on my post!
*Thank you very much
Lastly, i had a great dinner & gossip girls sharing after work. I love them & praying for their love to be as sweet as honey, happiness always surrounds them.
Night night, sweet dreams.. <3
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Happy 46th Birthday Singapore!
Happy 46th Birthday to SINGAPORE!
Thank You Lord for blessing our nation! Hallelujah!
Thank You Lord for blessing our nation! Hallelujah!
Though my ballots failed haha, but still "i feel patriotic"
who don't love fireworks especially?
Sunday, August 7, 2011
The Christ that i see
I gave my heart to Jesus in year 2005 March, it was that tangible presence of God that led me into Salvation in Jesus.Being an Anti-Christian to willingly give my heart to Jesus at the altar, it was such unbelievable experience to even myself at that point of time. If u asked me now, did i ever regret knowing My God? My reply is not knowing Him earlier.
I believed everyone has their perfect timing in knowing Christ, just as God has created us way before, He hold the keys to the path we should walked & definitely the time to know Him.
Many a times, people prayed that God will bless them with the good blessings, but they forgot to be thankful of what they have walked out of their ups & downs in Him. God is always working in ways we cannot see.
In 1 Peter 5:7, Casting all your care upon Him, for He Cares for you.
God has our every probles, worries, most importantly desire.
A Pure heart that what's what i long for...
NightNight. =)
I believed everyone has their perfect timing in knowing Christ, just as God has created us way before, He hold the keys to the path we should walked & definitely the time to know Him.
Many a times, people prayed that God will bless them with the good blessings, but they forgot to be thankful of what they have walked out of their ups & downs in Him. God is always working in ways we cannot see.
In 1 Peter 5:7, Casting all your care upon Him, for He Cares for you.
God has our every probles, worries, most importantly desire.
A Pure heart that what's what i long for...
NightNight. =)
Friday, August 5, 2011
Happy 65th Month-sary To Piggy & Piglet
Today is our 65th Month-sary love. heehee. We'll always meet up for a little celebration on the 5th of every month if he's not on shift. But this time round he's on night shift so we can't meet up, but i'm happy cos tml i'm meeting him! Though together for 5 year plus but sometimes just feel like we'r like those who are enjoying their "honeymoon" period haha! Eeeeeyer~ I'm glad we are enjoying these moments of "honeymoon" before marriage.
I simply love creating funny pic of ourselves haha.
The piglet is like soooooo cute lols.
I LOVE MY PIGGY <3
Thursday, August 4, 2011
In His blessings
A sweet message from my Piggy love on Tuesday Noon.
It really brighten my day and warm my heart especially his busy shift timings. Thank you for always pampering me & loving me for who I am.
Anyway we finally watched Captain America yesterday, i define it as the fake "hero" though Chris Evans is like so super fit in this show haha! I kept whispering to Piggy saying this is a fake hero lol. The storyline is another typical hero act and save the world show. :( In my heart, there's only 2 heroes- One Abba Father Hero & My Captain Police. :) U both rocks!
Today is a rainy day, feels so emo as i'm typing on my keyboard right now !It's such a cold cold night to tug under my blanket with my fav soft toys. Haha!
Speak of today's lunchtime, meimei & me accompany Jenny mummy to CPF Board at Bishan to submit some documents, but to our horror, she left the document at office!! Really oh my god lo. :P
Jenny mummy called papa Kel if he is able to bring the documents down ma. He said yes since he has ended the appt. It was still pretty early when we finished our lunch, while waiting for papa, we head straight to queue for Gong Cha & our craving is satisfied. =) Whenever i'm feeling emo, i'll drink a bubble tea. It's my therapy drink. It just makes me feel happy like a little girl who holds a barbie doll.
Photo during lunch with a pink frame heee.
Love laughters during lunch.
Love the happy spirits.
Love thursday because FRIDAY is coming! HURRAY!!
T.G.I.F
Time to sleep zzzz
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Tuesday Has Finally Ended
It wasn't meant to be a discouraging post...
It's Wednesday, Midweek is finally here!! haha. :P
A short post before i sleep, a healing prayer for Yanwen dearie and a safe & happy holiday for Jessica dearie. Looking forward to the weekend shopping with my two dearies when Jessica is back.
Wishing all my loved ones a happy WEDNESDAY! Yeah!
It's Wednesday, Midweek is finally here!! haha. :P
A short post before i sleep, a healing prayer for Yanwen dearie and a safe & happy holiday for Jessica dearie. Looking forward to the weekend shopping with my two dearies when Jessica is back.
Wishing all my loved ones a happy WEDNESDAY! Yeah!
Monday, August 1, 2011
It's August!
It's my first blog ever. =)
I just suddenly realised it's August. Time really flies... 4 more months to end the year. What have i achieved so far? :P I still thank God for the good times he has showered on me. I thank God for a great family, my piggy, my good old friends (u know who u are) and lastly my colleagues. All of them has became a part of my life, they have walked me through my rough patches with me and encourage me but God, He is still my Jehovah Shalom.
I'll pray that August will be a good month ahead!
I just suddenly realised it's August. Time really flies... 4 more months to end the year. What have i achieved so far? :P I still thank God for the good times he has showered on me. I thank God for a great family, my piggy, my good old friends (u know who u are) and lastly my colleagues. All of them has became a part of my life, they have walked me through my rough patches with me and encourage me but God, He is still my Jehovah Shalom.
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